TheOriginalJames

I've got bills piling up. I can't remember what Brian has paid me for already on the bills, my mortgage payment was due on the first and I sent it on the fourth thanks to the accident on Friday.

My loan was 4 days late thanks to the accident on friday. We're fucking slammed with bullshit at work and I can only do so much driving the Cavalier without a ladder or ALL my tools.

I had to go to Gas City for some stupid fucking Chevy dealership tent sale. 3 miles from the office on the way back the piece of fucking shit Cavalier runs out of gas. No gas light, it's above the E... no warning. Just dies.

To top it off we can't process any income or jobs because our Server died over the weekend so my brother has been reuploading everything, the last full back up was from early July. Do you know how much shit even a small business goes through in a month? It took 18 hours to upload all of the calls data...

I'm having such bad luck with cars, i wreck a truck and run a car out of gas within 4 days. I feel like absolute shit. Completely depressed and alone. The best part is I have NO idea why, I've spent two days with 3 of my best friends over the weekend.

Brian keeps bugging me about getting my exhaust on my car. I want to but I don't have the energy to fuck around with it. I ordered drywall for my bathroom and was going to pick it up last saturday, but once again, the accident completely fucked me up. I have too much on my mind and I can't sleep. I laid in bed for an hour and a half last night, I had to come lay on my couch and watch tv to fall asleep last night.

I need to find a punching bag to let some of this go... I don't know if I'm just paranoid about pissing my dad off anymore about vehicles or if I'm just feeling overwhelmed right now, but something has to give and I'm afraid it's going to be me.

BaggedSplash

i gave you $275...

i tell you what James. you go with me to get that drum kit, i will let you be the first one to jam on it after it gets set up....

TheOriginalJames

I DO NOT WANT TO GO ANYWHERE. I'm tired of being on the road after being on it most of the day.

Suzie

Aww James... Im so sorry your going through all of this. You have to try and remember (as hard as it may be right now) that things will get better soon. Everyone has days/months/years like this... but just keep working and things will start to pay off. <hugs> Im here if ya need someone to talk to.

Homer

it's part of being a home owner buddy , but it gets better.

Ria

Awww, James. So you feel you're in a bit of a rut at the moment then.

What you need to do, is step away from it for a cpl of days, then make a list.

A list sounds like a bit too much effort, but it is worth it in the end.

You have already paid yr loan and mortgage now, so even though they were paid late, they are now done.

If you do a priority list, it'll make it less stressful and you will find you can actually get things sorted out a lot quicker that way. Take a step bk from things first though, then you can get that boost you need to do the list.

Also, have a chat with yr dad, sort out what's on yr mind about the vehicles.

Sounds as though things have built up in yr mind and have got to you now.

Everything's possible to sort out, you just need to find the best way for you.

Take care hun.

Maritxu

Aww James, I'm so sorry you are having some bad days lately. Get a hug from me and know everything will get better soon

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dt3

Buck up Jimmy, we're always here if you need to vent

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Peter Parka

I'd tell you my financial woes, I get arseholes phoning up every day trying to get money I dont hsve out of me! Hope you keep on top of it dude!

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dt3

Well the Colts are winning if that helps any.

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TheOriginalJames

The Early TD helped, but the fumble for a TD for N.O. didn't.

dt3

I went to Home Page and tried to send you one of Manning's Pep Talks (the one for no social life ) but it wouldn't recognize the "-" in your email addy...

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dt3

Brees is a worthless piece of shit.

I thought i was lucky getting him witht he 4th pick of the 2nd round in my fantasy draft.

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dt3

Jesus Christ, can Brees do anything right?

Matt Schaub is about to get the start for me next week.

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TheOriginalJames

Second half... the colts just ran away with it. 31-0 on the points scale for that half.

Insanity.